 Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Achievement! Everyone please give me a round applause!!! It's 6.26pm now and I did not have my usual afternoon nap. What a great achievement! Please give me a hand. Clap clap clap. Thank you. I managed to do so much things without taking afternoon nap, good. I'm so proud of myself. Haha! Anyway, I have wasted a lot a lot of time sleeping. Gotta catch up with my incomplete work. I got 18/20 for my Econs essay aka Commont Test 4. Pretty happy with it, as I did not expect to get such good mark, same mark with Michael Diong. Haha! Kah Meng got 20/20 this genius smart little boy, always on top of the class. Barney got 19/20 and he is so excited because Mrs Soh took his paper to photocopy for her students, for the FIRST time, as what he said. Congratz!!! Give you a clap lah. *CLAP* I realised that I'm so dumb in cars, what do you expect, I'm a girl mah. Barney asked me about the BMW that my dad drives, and I know near to nothing about it although I've sat on this car for a few years. And he's given me a task to ''investigate'' my dad's car. Oh well. Had curry laksa for lunch today. Surprisingly, we finished it super early, at about 12:20pm. Then me, Samantha and Jocelyn decided to have ice-cream at McD. I met Wai Loon at McD. He's doing diploma of engineering at Inti College. He and his bunch of guy friends, ponteng class to have ice-cream! He told me that even his lecturer is resting. *speechless*. Class-->lecturer resting-->allow them-->ice-cream at McD? At this point of time, I pretty look down on Inti. Low quality lecturer. Bad example. Chon Ling is admitted to Assunta Hospital due to food poisoning after eating at Tuna Twist. Hey peeps! DON'T ever eat at Tuna Twist. I have heard of cockroach in the food! It's so yucky, notice their air-cond, will affect your apetite. And look, someone has been food poisoned. Get well soon Chon Ling!! Choon Luan is so lonely, muahaha! Sorry Hari. I've promised to stay back but I didn't. Pretty pretty sorry. I just love the smell and comfort of my princess room in order to do my work. =) Jia Ci told me about this upper 6 guy in our school. Let's just call this guy B. So this guy, B, is dating a Form 2 girl in school. 5 years gap! The girl, G wanted to break up with B but B refused. This news has spread until the afternoon session discipline teacher, Pn Cheam. B has been trying very hard to ''save'' the relationship but G insisted on a break up. So how leh? B was seriously mad. He knelt down in front of the girl! OMG. Do you really need to do that? And, he almost whacked some people, teachers have no choice, but to tie him up to avoid other people getting hurt. I was like OH MY GOSH when I was told about it. I don't know what happened to him. He's a very smart guy. Is he really so desperate for a girl? As if all the girls in the world die liao. Anyway, this is not the first time he kena dumped, before that he's had a few girlfriends already. I can't believe that I actually know this guy. Everytime when he told me about his relationship problems, I really felt like slapping him, wake him up. Where got people so stupid one? Maybe I've never been in a relationship so I might not understand. But please lah, memalukan saje. Kneel and beg a girl? Guys out there, do you want to slap him? There's this chinese proverb saying, ''dang ju zhe mi, pang guan zhe qing''. I think he's not matured enough to start a relationship. Date a small little Form 2 girl? Hello? She's too young to be fully committed to a relationship. I've heard that, he even kissed this small little innocent girl in school! Oh my...doesn't he feel embarass kissing in school? This girl, trust people so easily, get cheated then you know. This guy, so desperate for a girl, STPM ah...study lah...very free izit? Use your energy on your studies lah...STUPID!!! Jia Ci said, this guy, B always walks in school like a zombie, maybe psychologically imbalance already. Worse come to worse, do you think he'll commit suicide? I shall not make any judgement. I have no right to make any judgement, it's none of my business. Although I'm his so-called ''friend'', I really feel like slapping him, splash water on his face, punch him. I hope that his close friends are able to give him some counselling to heal his broken-torn-tiny-heart. Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Title-less Yesterday, Juliane was telling us about the experience she encountered. She saw GHOST! She said that she has third eye. And the crazy part was, she saw a pinkish shadow behind teacher's chair in the classroom. It was early in the morning and class had not started yet. Pui Ling was so freaked out that she kept screaming and ran out of class although she saw nothing. Today, I was curious that how come Pui Ling doing homework in the cafeteria one, then she said that she didn't dare to go up to class. Hmm...is that really scary? I don't quite believe it though. Anyway, who cares? I believe in my God. Today, another college day as usual loh. Same old routine everyday. Miss Prem said that our tutorial went pretty well, at least, better than what she expected. Due to the ELC thingy, we had to go from D22 to 2.10 for Econs. A block to another block, so far. Mrs Soh asked us not to complain as previously, Humanities classes were used to be in this block, which the classrooms are so small and tiny, the tables are as little as kindergarten tables too. After that, we gotta go back to D23 for Spec Maths. This room was extra cold today, luckily I wore long sleeve, if not I would be freezing inside. Lunch, had my all time favourite Char Koay Teow. I got 2 big fresh prawns, plus plenty of si ham, yummy!! We finished our food pretty early, before 12:30pm, plenty of time left. Barney and Hari decided to pool. As persuaded, I followed them. Well, I don't know how to play pool. Just watched them shooting the ball. Met Kha Hing and Jian Ping there. I played for the first time while I was in Penang, my dad taught me how to hold the stick and all. But I ended up ''kicking'' the ball with the stick like hockey! Since there was quite a number of people there, I rather chose not to embarass myself in front of so many people. Muahaha...will try to learn one day. Later, Ai Jet, June, Pui Ling, Diana, Kah Meng and Koon Yee came. Back to class for Maths. Ish...today I guess everyone was pissed. Statistics, it's not very difficult and complicating, but why we couldn't even get what she's trying to say? Go see Chi Yao's blog, the ''picture''. That is how our brain works during Maths. Lastly, can anyone stop me from taking afternoon naps? I just can't resist to sleep when I see the bed. Take away my bed!! Sunday, July 10, 2005
Ordinary life... Since it is stated ''ordinary life'', I shall use black, dull and....dull. I'm glad that the MYOB accounting test is finally over. Troublesome personified although I think it is relatively easy to gain marks. I guess our class has almost the same answer, because we were indirectly cheating, it's hard to avoid, since the computers are just side by side, you could just see everything. Plus we were actually asking each other how to do, including teacher too, so I guess it was not a REAL test. 3 assessments down for the past week (econs ct3, tutorial, MYOB). This week, last LAN quiz, text production coming up. Can't wait to finish the stupid LAN. ish..how I wish the lan final is not on the 20th. We have come to this decision that, we go to Penang on the 19th to watch only the semi-finals, and come back to KL on that day itself. What to do? No choice, but we die also want to go to Penang. Half of the class went for Hi-Tea at some hotel in KL after the MYOB test with Miss Choo. I chose not to join them as I wanted to go to church for YA. I have not been there for 3 weeks, and I kinda felt bad for not attending for such a long time. Since Ps Nirhal is currently in Sydney now for this Hillsong Conference, Ps Bernard came to preach. Yesterday's message was really meant for me. I have learned about 4 principles. To be: 1. God-centered 2. People-minded 3. Self-motivated 4. Purpose-driven There's a funny thing happen to me. I'm wondering if I have short-term memory. Sometimes I just couldn't remember things perfectly. About the hi-tea, I had no impression AT ALL that Ai Jet actually mentioned it in class (I was in class standing beside Ai Jet). During econs, we were divided into 2 groups to debate on a particular topic. Each of us say either 1 or 2 in order to have 2 groups. And boy, I've even forgotten what number I actually said. Today is Sunday (duh!), I didn't go to church, guess what? I thought today was Saturday when I woke up, so I continued sleeping. Aikss...what happened to me? Oh no..is this problem serious? Yes, it is. I'm blogging here while my dad and bro went for a swim in Kota Permai Club. I wanted to follow them at first, but when I looked upon the hot blaring sun, no way man. It has taken quite a long time for me to get fairer. I don't wanna get more tanned again. I wanna maintain good complexion until sam corroboree. But I'm sure I still look good in tanned skin. *VANITY* Guess what? My dad and bro has just departed not long ago, and it's raining now! The weather is really unpredictable. Last night, I went to Subang Parade with my family. It's been ages since I last visited this place. It's sad to say that, this place is dead and bored. Nothing really attracted me although I saw some nice stuffs. But I didn't have the urge to get those things. The parking spaces were plentiful. I wonder who ever wants to come here again? People will choose to go to Sunway Pyramid, Midvalley, One Utama, KLCC..... some shops in subang parade have even closed down. Pityful... It used to be the most popular shopping complex back in...when I was still a small kid. I had my very first piano lesson in Yamaha Subang Parade. I got to meet new kids there, but lost contact when I finished my JMC. I wondered where are those kids who used to be my yamaha coursemates? I'm sure most of them are subang kids. And there is a high probability that, most of us are studying in Taylor's College. Speaking of that, I met Hui Zhian in Form 1, she was my JMC mate. Our parents recognized each other, but we didn't really remember each other, and yet we were studying in CHS too, if I'm not mistaken, I think she is currently in Taylor's too. Last year, I flipped through my childhood photos, I saw this little boy who looked very familiar. Then I know, I was in the same Chem tuition at Etika Jaya with him. From what I know, he was the head prefect of SMKSU last year. However, I didn't approach him, asking him DO YOU REMEMBER ME? The probability of him remembers me is 0.0000001 (I'm currently learning Statistics) So just forget it. And yeah, I saw him again in Taylor's College. I guess 3/4 of subang people will choose to study here. Come to think of it, I realised myself having very limited subang friends, my friends are mostly from PJ. Besides my subang close friends, Sze Hui and Keng Zhi, I could hardly think of any other subang friends (not so sad lah, I still have subang friends one). It is because I spent my entirely primary and secondary life in PJ, 11 years ok, though I shifted in to Subang at 10. Now that I'm studying at Taylor's College Subang Jaya. I know most of the students are from subang schools. But I do not know them. Even in my class now, very little of them are from subang, besides Hazel and me. Diana's from Indo, Ai Jet's from Ipoh, Kah Meng's from Malacca, Chon Ling's from Sitiawan, Choon Luan's from Brunei, Barney's from Kuching, Wee Yen's from Seremban. 7/23 are already from outstation. only 2/23 are from subang, how sad. 14/23 are from other places like puchong, bandar utama, pj, kl, klang. Not that it's very cham to have very little subang friends, just that sometimes you want to call someone out for a drink at some nearer hang outs, it may be a difficult task--> call who? Even I have, they are not close to me. Besides, it will be so convenient to have friends at the same place. WHY? Because I can tumpang without having to fan about transport problem. Considering the fact that my close friends are PJ, Puchong... we always have to make our outings at some place where everyone can get there conveniently. For subang people like me, sze hui and keng zhi, we always have to settle our transportations if we are to get to places further than subang. And this has made me to learn how to take public bus. Mind you, I have been taking public bus home since Form 3. I have done much walkings than most of you people here. You know how far was the bus stop from my high school when the shortcut has been closed down due to some contruction work. Plus I still had to walk back to my house from where the bus stopped me. Imagine walking under the hot sun for most of the time, carrying thick books. Robberries, raping cases have been so serious recently, sometimes I even had to risk myself walking to the bus stop when there was nobody going home with me at the same time, that means, alone, I had to carry the fear with me, anything could happen to me at any point of time. Especially when the shortcut has not been closed down yet, I used to walk through there so frequently. The shortcut there was quiet, plus trees around, a lot of motorcyclists, I even met a flasher before!!! That totally freaked me out! Luckily I wasn't alone that time. I'm considered pretty lucky now. Since I got a driving licence now, part of the transport problem has been solved. Sze Hui still has to take bus home from school as she's in Form 6, no more bus kaki like me and Keng Zhi. Remembering Perng Yann who accompanied me to the bus stop once, and he walked back to school after that. Gentleman...that's what a guy should do, to ensure a girl's safety. Thanks guy! When are you free? Let's go yum cha before you fly, Xin Yi misses you too! Some guys are not gentleman at all, keep complaining about how expensive his petrol is, how waste of petrol and all, rather than sending girls home late at night, yeah I'm referring to someone. Not that we treat you as Ah Mat but if it's not very far from your house, I don't see a problem in making sure that the girls reach home safely. (xy, ly and sh sure know who I'm referring to). *winks* Not forgetting Hari also lah, accompanied me to the bus stop few days ago to wait for my mum. But how could you say her being irresponsible for letting me walk? I'm seriously not happy with that ok. What's the problem of walking alone since it is not quiet there with so many colleges around? I'm used to it anyway. I consider myself as a tough and independent girl, compared to other girls. This post is long enough, I shall not elaborate further more, otherwise you people here will fall asleep. In conclusion, I shall go make more subang friends, to widen my subang friends network. p/s: Kindly keep Ai Jet's grandma in prayer. She is seriously ill now. Pray that her grandma accepts Jesus, and that her soul will be saved. Thanks. Thursday, July 07, 2005
I am 4 years old! I know my actual age isn't 4. But yes...I am 4 years old in Christ! Today's the 7th of July, it's been 4 years since I'm baptised back in Form 2 in year 2001. Praise the Lord! updates. "IS THIS PROBLEM SERIOUS?" This 4-word question was asked by me during tutorial. And yeah I know it's pretty silly. Thanks to Barney, I guess the whole of M2 knew about this stupid question I've asked and they actually made fun of it. Hmmph...!! Don't feel bad anyway, I don't actually feel embarass too! Haha...don't worry, I am sporting!! Haha! And yeah..this is not a serious problem. So what's up today? Nah..nothing...everything's normal. I got so fed up with the MYOB accounting thingy, not nice at all, but no choice, gotta sit for this assessment. Had lunch with Xin Yi. Ate koay teow and the koay teow guy gave me 4 prawns!! yum yum...normally they will only give you a maximum of 2 prawns. Their prawns are fresh and nice. Don't get jealous Xin Yi, haha! I shouldn't have told Diana about this stupid cat coming towards her from behind. Needless to say, she screamed on top of her voice. I actually just wanted to warn her but I didn't think about her screaming though, sorry Diana! And some stupid busybody none-of-your-business guys behind, kept imitating the sound of the cat. MiAoOo.. Annoying, irritating, so not gentleman. Get lost you idiots! Had useless LAN Moral class after lunch. As usual, not listening to what the teacher said, who does? Instead, talking non-stop, who doesn't? Anyway, who cares? Good news is, no LAN class tomorrow. Guess what? I have 3 hours of break! Yayy...!!! I will have to spend my time fruitfully. Barney told us this ghost story after LAN, it sounded quite scary. Ai Jet screamed. Wondering if she could sleep tonight, haha! I also told them about the Red Eye story that Ju-ping told me. Then we began to talk about those horror things. Barney, Pui Ling and I had this common experience. We struggled to wake up from our dreams, couldn't move, couldn't open our eyes, couldn't speak.... According to Poh Yee, she said it's the ghost sleep on you as her grandma experienced it before, she couldn't breathe, and even slapped by ''somebody''. Oh dear...how could this be real? Unbelievable. I blogged about this before in my previous blog. That I sensed something, saw a hand in front of me, something whispering in my ears, sometimes I could even feel something lifted me up....eeww...that's scary!!! I hope that it's my brain which cannot function properly, rather than...ghost??? Lord, I need your protection. ''Lord Jesus,'' I called each time when I managed to defeat the ''struggle''. Does what Poh Yee said is real? I dare not think nor imagine about it. What I can do is only pray, ask for God's protection. Do believe that there are evil spirits on this earth. Don't ever try to play any games which can invite evil spirits. Never take the risk. You wouldn't know what will happen... Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Just another day... I shall begin my post today with a birthday greeting... HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FRANK WONG KAH MENG!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AND ALWAYS!! So today, it's my turn to present for my tutorial. First person on the first period. Surprisingly I didn't feel nervous or panic, everything was just normal. Samantha and Suzie commented that I was cool and calm, I believe it was the peace of God within me as I prayed for today's tutorial last night before I went to bed. Thank you Jesus. Hmm..the tutorial was fine, a bit of serious this morning as Nurul and Nada's topics were on violence, pretty a serious issue. Anyway I like Li Chen's topic on music (free publicity again) since I was brought up with music and was involved in the school band for the rest of my high school life, so I guess my music background is up to a certain level which helped a bit on the discussing session. I said,"I agree that music should be encouraged at a tender age. We human has a brain which is divided into right brain and left brain. Left brain is more to numbers and logical thinking while right brain is more towards music and emotion. Learning music can help in balancing the brain (the sentence was a bit cacated), for example some people who are good in music are good in maths as well. That's why it can improve academic skills." Cool answer huh...something like bio. Haha..I know I know..thank you! That was what my dad told me. That's why he sent me for piano lessons and didn't even complain a single word while I was so so so busy in band last time. He used to tell my mum this,"'What's the problem with her getting so actively involved in band if she has the passion, just let her do it because she likes it." Wonderful dad I have...he wanted me to learn piano also to play in church! We did a survey in the web today. I said that I wanted to change programme if I am given a chance. Probably I know what I'm interested in now, or maybe I'm not really used to the style of having internal assessments as I am very much a last minute person...haha! But anyway, since I have chosen this path, I'll continue till the end and never give up. This is my personal motto in life. I'll make sure that I won't turn back in whatever path that I choose, there will be of course barriers along the journey, with the strength of God, I'll continue the journey till the end. Wow...matured thinking ya....*winks* By the way, SAM is ending soon in a few months' time. Had lunch with my fellow M2ians at Pizza Hut, at the same time celebrated Kah Meng's birthday. I bet he's very very very happy today...guess you guys know why and I shall not mention it here. Haha! And yes Maths was after lunch and we dared not be late anymore ever since last week's case. If we repeat the same mistake again Mrs Lim would probably chop all our heads off. So how...we eat fast fast loh. I ate 3 slices of pizzas, a bowl of chicken soup thanks to June who served me with such big bowl, plus a cup of coke....extremely full. Pizza hut is situated quite a distance from Taylor's so we had to rush and increased our walking pace. Luckily we arrived on time, Mrs Lim came late instead. Well..I didn't understand at all during her lesson. I didn't get what she was trying to say. Sheng Wei asked a question which I wanted to ask also, but Mrs Lim didn't answer the question, instead, she went round and round to don't know where and eventually I got lost in no where. Most of them in class also got lost I think. I would be more than happy if she would go straight to the point for once. Basically, I didn't understand today's maths lesson. Wei Hsien I miss your imitation of Mrs Lim lah.... Wah...I slept for the whole afternoon again. I better not sleep so much already. Wondering whether giving up afternoon naps is a non-food fasts, if it is, then it's good for me. I dreamed of a guy, I think he's my future boyfriend or husband because we were pretty close according to my dream. Sad case is that I couldn't see his face in my dream...haha! I watch this 8:30pm Hong Kong drama on Astro Wah Lai Toi. It's about fashion designing...basically it's all about fashions. I suddenly have this thought of working in a prestigious fashion firm in the future. Since I love fashion and shopping, I think it would be great to work in a fashion firm. However, I can't draw, so obviously I'm not gonna be a fashion designer. Instead, I may become a marketing manager/director, or CEO...muahaha!!! I'm excited over clothes, and yes I want to work in a prestigious fashion firm!!! I can get staff discounts when I go shopping...muahaha!!! I will know the latest trend in fashion, I can dress nice nice to work...that's so interesting. But I know working is not as great and not as easy as what we thought. Every single penny comes from sweat and blood. In this realistic world, profit motive plays such a big role in business. I don't really like this business competitive environment where firms always fight with each other, see who earn the most and all. Of course, everyone wishes to be rich, including me, somehow I'm don't like it when everything is just for the sake of MONEY. "People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil." 1 Timothy 6:9-10 Monday, July 04, 2005
I predict a good week ahead... What am I doing here? I'm posting an entry in GREEN. It's GREEN. GREEN is one of my most hated colours, someone of you here may know, especially my classmates who often wear green kena teased by me--> Tan Li Chen. She always beg me to mention her in my blog, so yeah..here it is, TAN LI CHEN. ok enough said. well, haven't been updating for a few days. Had our computerised accounting class on Saturday. It's such a struggle to wake up early on a Saturday morning, considering the fact that it's been almost a year since I actually gotta wake up early on Saturdays. Anyway, we learned how to use MYOB programme, which stands for Mind Your Own Business, nice name ya. 5 hours of so-called intensive class, Miss Choo teaching us how to use that programme, before we sit for the test on this coming Saturday. 5 hours! Imagine how long is that, the total hours I sleep during weekdays. I could actually sleep for another 5 hours on that day itself. I just enjoy sleeping. =) As what Michael Diong Chi Yao said, M2 just being M2...concentration level memang low one. Once our hand touches the mouse, automatically will move to the internet explorer punya icon. "When class start, we tried to pay attention but obviously, M2 being M2, attention span kinda short. So within minutes, u see ppl starting to play Solitare lah, go check out ppl's blog lah, chatting on msn lah.... all sorts of things....it's like we take turns listening (there's 4 ppl in a row) so suddenly she say open this then everyone say "what hwat where hwere...."then panic a bit then look at the nex person then enlightened...." (qtd from Chi Yao's blog, you don't mind one right? BAH) I just love the quotation above, perfect description, exactly what we were doing. Haha...! Yesterday was a stressful day, trying really hard to cramp all econs thingy into our heads. I HATE econs research, it's like so troublesome, gotta find this figure, that figure...the current situation policies and all. Doing research assignment is bad enough, now somemore gotta do research in order to answer the question in test. Thank God I did online to do my last minute research yesterday. I ended up in a chatroom with half of my class, doing what? Obviously discussing our research. Thank God once again that my classmates are totally not selfish but very helpful indeed. We exchanged points, discussed and all. We gonna write the same points in test then, oh dear..haha! The chatroom was crazy, with so many people inside, everyone's talking, eventually I got really confused. But anyway we had our discussion efficiently, as in we set a time limit to discuss on a certain sub-topic, so we discussed within the time frame. It's cool and crazy I have to say...! So we had our 4th econs common test today. I wrote 3 pages worth of words for one and only question, obviously it was an essay lah. Let it all to God and I shall know my result after a short while, probably end of this week or next week? *clueless* Mrs Soh always doesn't want to tell us anything. But this was a 600 words essay so I guess she may need a longer time to mark. My group was the first group for tutorial today. 8 in a group, Barney, Pei Sem, Diana and Mei Chia aka Suzie had their presentation today while the rest of us listened, asked questions and discussed on their topics. At first I thought the tutorial would be a scary one, and we would be rather quiet to voice up any questions or opinions. But we ended up talking so much, and we had fun seriously! Barney's topic was on racism in football, honestly I know nothing about football and I was trying hard to come out with a question to ask him. Guess what? I asked a stupid question --> Is this problem very serious? Barney wanted to kill me liao because he has already mentioned it earlier. Sorry boy. Mei Chia's topic was the most interesting one--> Chocolate. Chocolate can increase our life span wor..come let's eat more chocolate! haha! Diana asked a very funny question--> If I have sore-throat and I eat chocolate so how ah? Haha...! Oh no...tomorrow's my turn to present...first period first person!!! Li-ying called me, saying that we can take our test later in August together with the A-levels people if our appeal is approved. I don't think it's very late taking our test in August, it's only like 2 weeks after our actual test. We gonna tell the truth, saying that we're going to Penang for a competition. If our appeal is approved...needless to say...hooray!!! Penang here we come. Muahaha...!!! I think this week would be a rather nice week for me. Econs test down, tutorial down... stress level reduced. Well...having a mini farewell this friday for Hun Chee who is going for NS. Thanks for dropping by. Have a nice day and God bless you! Thursday, June 30, 2005
God..I want a miracle!!! Oh dear, I can't believe it! Why on earth does the stupid moral final fall on the 20th of July? Why on earth does it clash with the national competition which is gonna held in Penang? Why on earth do we need to take LAN subjects? Why on earth do we need to study Moral which doesn't really benefit us? Why on earth does the national band competion on a weekday instead of weekend? Why can't the organizers plan perfectly?oh tell me why? WHY WHY WHY??!!! I want to cry!!! Oh God, please show me a miracle. I need a miracle to happen!! Pretty please please please!!! I don't want to miss neither my test nor the competition. No No!!!Please hope that the test can be brought forward or rather just postpone it for one day.. yeah only ONE day!! Or put the competition on weekends? CAN?? I WANT TO GO TO PENANG!!! Li-ying plans to skip moral final because she wants to go to Penang so badly. According to her, she said can write a letter giving some relevant reason, to appeal for a retest. But no..I don't wanna wait until August or October to resit. I want to end the useless LAN as soon as possible. HOW HOW HOW??!! I really want to go to Penang, please please...please change the date on either one. I don't want to miss both, test and competition. Do I really have to give up on one? Opportunity cost?? Of course, test is the first priority, but...man..gosh...I don't know what to say but I desperately want to go to Penang. Hey people please pray for me, please please please....I want a miracle!!! Having moral quiz tomorrow, aiseh...Why does the government want us to study moral even we're in college already. We have ENOUGH of moral studies from primary 1. 11 years okay and that's more than enough!! Do you think anyone of us actually apply any moral values in our lives? NO!!! Do you think anyone of us actually perform moral actions? NO!! You can read through newspapers, bully cases here and there and people died. I think giving SEX education is much more better than MORAL!! Agree??!!And the Kementrian Pendidikan gave me a 3B in SPM, I HATE MORAL ok I'm telling you!!! One more thing, my mum has decided to cut down my monthly allowances. Thanks to somebody who 'brain-washed' my mum. It's actually not a big deal to cut down my allowances due to the fact that I have more allowances compared to other people. However, how much of allowances my parents are giving me is none of your business ok! And NO..I don't spend money like water flowing like those spoilt brats outside. Do you want to see my savings? I budget my spending okay, I spend wisely, I don't ask mummy for extra money even out for shopping...I AM A GOOD GIRL!! And please...just keep quiet, don't try to influence my mum. It's not wrong to give advice or opinions. But just don't compare me which your precious kids okay. How much allowances your kids get, more or less, is none of my business as well. Doesn't mean you have to intervene in my mum's decision! I'm not complaining that I have less money now, part of it yes because I am more restricted now, BUT I'm pretty annoyed when someone said something and my mum just changed her mind like that. What if some busybody people just approach my mum and tell her the guy I'm going to marry with earns only RM1000 a month, cannot provide me with luxury, and my mum just disapprove our marriage because of someone not important at all? What is this?? I called it BRAIN WASHING. Enough said.   see how good are they? I can't afford to miss the good show in Penang. Let's hope for a miracle. Wednesday, June 29, 2005
All the best to you...Wei Hsien! Sad case, one of my classmates Lim Wei Hsien is confirmed leaving Taylor's College, to be precise, SAM, to be more precise, M2. Why is he leaving? Because he's top 80 in the nation who scored 13A1s in SPM, obviously got JPA scholarship. Congratulations! Although it's kind of sad to see him leaving us after 6 months of being together, I think it's still good for him not to stay in SAM but to accept the offer to study Actuarial Science in the States. Coolness...so proud of him, actuary in the making, future actuary, I can next time tell other people that I have a friend who is an actuary, sounds great! Anyway, Diong Chi Yao received confirmation to stay in SAM, Hazel Tan also got JPA, Australia somemore, congrats girl! Nada decided to stay also, I guess she doesn't want to pursue Medicine because she got offer for medicine, it's like so hard to get right, but choosing the right path is the most important thing. All in all, congratulations to you guys! I went to collect my conditional offer letter from University of Melbourne yesterday from IDP. As you know, Uni of Melb is considered as the most prestigious university in Australia, when I know I actually got an offer, I felt pretty great despite sending ugly results. However I got rejected by University of New South Wales...eekkss..!! The letter states that indicative total tuition fee is AUD$70940, convert to malaysian ringgit is approximately RM 212820. That's only tuition fee by itself, excluding living costs and other amenities and services fee. Plus..the fees are yet to be set and may increase. Wow...that cost really a lot man! I showed my parents the letter, they discussed. The result is..I'm pretty confirmed that I'll not be leaving Malaysia next year. My parents can't afford me all 3 years in Australia. I accept the fact that my family is not wealthy. But I'm considered a lot luckier than most of the people. Recently, getting really sick of deciding my course and which uni to enrol in. Of course, everyone wants to get into the most prestigious university. I asked myself why didn't I study harder for SPM and get JPA like my friends? Then I don't have to think so much. Anyway, my future is in God's hands, all I can do is to pray and ask God for directions. Therefore, I may be doing twinning in Monash University Malaysia before transferring to Monash in Australia, or twinning in HELP under Uni of Melb before transferring to Australia. BIG HEADACHE!!! No matter what I want to pursue my interest --> Psychology. People asked me why am I doing in SAM if I want to study Psychology. Well I can't really give you an exact answer because I'm giving myself more time to plan for my future. Recently, I realise I'm actually not suitable in the business world, I can't think fast, I can't think out of a box, I'm terrible in accounting.... I've always interested in studying human's behaviour and all. If you know me well, I actually don't read fiction books or story books. I read self help books, souls and minds, motivation books. I'm interested in knowing people's personality, emotions....etc. That's the reason why I always observe people, don't blame me if I keep staring at you Hari.. I just love to observe people. And people, please...don't misunderstand that I fall in love for you if I keep looking at you. I happened to meet somebody who is like that. Some of you guys may know who. Thinking of other things to blog. Yeah..today we went to Secret Recipe during break, considered as a mini farewell for Wei Hsien. Thanks guy for belanja-ing us cakes, simply delicious and irresistable! Half an hour late for maths, Mrs Lim just kept quiet. We kept quiet too. The whole class was just pure silence. Wei Hsien..gonna miss you lah...M2 is down to 23 now, if Hazel is leaving too then it's 22. Sadness... knowing you for 6 months, as if I have known you for years. Sigh.. you're such a big fan of marching bands, nobody to talk to about bands with me already. =( I will always remember rossy, bandage...haha! gonna miss your laughters... and the words you always say like ''He's so hot..feel like licking....'' now who's gross here huh? Remember you always imitate me..''don't PuLL...'', and the funny annoying look I always show you and Sheng Wei. haha! Wow...6 months...such nice memories. In short, just to wish you all the best in your future undertakings. Just give me a ring if you wanna come out yum cha. or wanna sing ''zong sam notty girl'' muahahaha...!!! Saturday, June 25, 2005
CHS BAND THE CHAMPION!!! I think this will be a long entry, since I got the mood to type a long one. Because I am so so so so so so so so SOOOOO HAPPY today! As you can see the title above, so I think you should be able to guess the reason why I am very happy now. Yeah man...my ex-school band, has once again emerged as the State Champion!!! BRAVO CHS BAND!!! Let's start from the beginning of the day. Woke up at 6am, I actually woke up at 5:40am but just lazed on my bed since I didn't have to go to school as early as my sis who is one of the participants. So got ready and all went to pick Sze Hui up, arrived school at around 7. Waited for a while, watching them briefing and preparing, then off we went to Dataran Shah Alam. Me, Li-ying, Xin Yi and Lydia went in Siew Mun's car, while others followed Jerm and Wei Peng. Arrived Dataran Shah Alam. We saw other bands preparing and all, we passed by Kepong our strong rival while we were finding the toilet. Haha...! And I could sense that many were eyeing on us. Because we were wearing CHS Band Selangor T-shirt. As you know...we are famous! Haha...allow me to self-praise a bit. Amazingly and surprisingly, our school had 4 supporters bus, which means our supporters covered half of the audience man...coolness! Our seating places were strategic as well. Hmm...can't blame me for being extremely nervous, but at the same time excited, because this was my first time as an ex-member watching my own school band play, as in during competition, and that's so cool! The feeling is totally different. OK. The first band performing was SMJK Kwang Hua. CHS Band was the 9th one out of 10 bands competing. I was kinda impatient and couldn't wait for their turn. So when the 8 bands were performing, I was sort of feeling bored and just clapped my hands for the sake of clapping hands. And FINALLY the show time has come. That's right, CHS BAND was ready to deliver their very best people! Needless to say, of course, they were so good. I mean very good, super good, excellent!!! It's so full of ohm and power, it's been long since I felt that kind of power. And yeah...I was so proud of Weil Xuan, he's such a talented drum major. He is the owner of self-confidence, through his eyes, he's telling you he is confident. The way he throws and catches the mace,bergaya betul! Still remember him being a little kid in Form1, shorter than me somemore. Look at him now!!! Let us clap hands as a sign of encouragement. CLAP CLAP CLAP!!! The supporters, ex-members especially (including me), were extremely high. Shouting and jumping, shouting and clapping...the atmosphere was so great man! However, we were kinda irritated by one of our school teachers, Mr Michael to be precise. He was trying to be the so-called ''cheer leader'', standing right in front of the supporters and led the crowd. Annoying.... How could you hear them play if you keep clapping and cheering for nobody's business? Gosh, he even led us by shouting CHS Power for a few times but in the end everyone ignored him. Anyway, the man is not important, back to the star of selangor -- CHS BAND. So yeah, the formations were better, plus the uniform effect, perfect! Their performance seemed very short, I still wanted to shout, never mind there would be a 2nd time. Haha!! The last band, SMK Kepong, as I have mentioned, they are our rival. They have been quite proud ever since they got one and only once the first place last year, beating us. Considering the fact that CHS Band was before them, I guess they had some kind of pressure already. Supporters wise, obviously we have more than them. Cheering, obviously we are louder than them. I would say that their performance was ok, just that the songs were boring. The drum major, no comments, has this kind of "don't care lah.." punya look. Totally out of the list of best drum majors. I know they got the best drum major for I think 2 years if I'm not mistaken. I was quite worried and still nervous, Kepong had the chance to win too, even I still thought that CHS Band is better. Not biased lah...seriously is. The most important moment of the competition. RESULTS! oh man...I was so nervous that I kept praying in my heart. Started off by giving out participation certs, Kepong was the first one to receive it. I thought everyone would have a participation certs but no. They skipped CHS Band, and we wondered. The bands who didn't receive participation certs mean they were in the winners' list. Tempat Ketiga dimenangi oleh... SMJK Kwang Hua. Seriously scared, was really sensitive with this SMJK and SMK. And now, the most gan jiong punya moment. Tempat kedua dimenangi oleh...SMK...we were already cheering like nobody's business. Unexpectedly, SMK Seri Garing which I'm not sure which band is it won the 2nd place. BEAT KEPONG. No need to announce lah...first place you know who lah.. I know you know lah, but I still want to announce it in my blog. Juara disandang oleh...drum rolls.....cymbal crash..qiang....Sekolah Menengah Jenis Kebangsaan Katholik!! Ahh..Woooooowww.....yayyyyy....yeahh......Ahhhhahahah........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Basically our shouting was worse than that. The members teared. However, Weil Xuan didn't get the best drum major award. It goes to some indian guy who kept throwing the mace but no gaya. oh well, malaysian judges are like that. Nvm..there is still one more chance in the national competition. We didn't stop cheering, were jumping even more excitedly and highly. Me and Xin Yi kept jumping and jumping while holding the banner. And then, the champion gotta perform again. We lost last year got 2nd place and failed to get into the national, which was a break of record in our chs band history. However, we are pure kiasus! Haha...gotta really admit that. Today, once again, we proved that we are still the champion! Yeah man..hard work always pay. You will know whether you will be winning. You can sense for yourself the satisfaction within you. If there is, you're a winner! As what is said in the movie batman begins, when we fall, we learn to pick ourselves up. It is indeed very true. Considering the fact that we always win win and win, we begin to take things for granted, as in we sure know that we will be winning. But last year's bad experience has given us a lesson to learn. We fall, and we stand up again. We continue to work hard, when we know that we succeed after falling down, the feeling is indescribable. The happiness is more than happiness. Although I'm no longer a participant, I may not feel what they feel, we still share their happiness, be proud of their achievement and together we shed tears of joy! I could feel the real CHS BAND spirit. It's burning...it is really burning. I am very proud of them, and my one and only sis. I'm proud for being part of the big family. I believe they will also do well in the national competition which is gonna be held in Penang on the 20th of July. It is a Wednesday and I have class. Hmm....we are planning to ponteng one day! Nono....we're not bad students. It's just one day, we want to support our band. Went back to school in Siew Mun's car and we got lost in Shah Alam. We still arrived school safely. Members were watching the video on today's competition. After that, they had KFC for lunch while me and F504 went makan at amcorp. Sze Hui wanted to try driving an auto car and so I let her drive my auto car. But just for a while where she just reversed few steps and moved forward few steps. Kim Yoong and I drove to amcorp. We went to this car park, which I totally hate this stupid car park without any directions showing which way can go, which way cannot go. I drove straight and there were cars coming from the opposite direction, so I had no choice but to reverse, and then there were cars coming from behind too. Gosh...I was lost. Stucked in between. Trying hard to reverse, reverse and reverse to enter the parking space behind. But the lane was just too small with so many cars lining up, headache! really tested my driving skills man...but I'm still half pail water. At last, Kim Yoong helped me. Phew...good to have guys around sometimes. We had lunch at Uncle Snack's. All of us ordered chicken grantin. There was some conflict between us and we almost argued over some issues. All because of one person--XXX. We talked over it, but most of the time I just kept quiet, in case I said anything wrong since last night's problem. Anyway, I'm not sure whether the problem is actually solved, but I hope everyone of us understands and will not take any actions against that particular person who is not really important, or to say, not important at all, he/she is just a normal ordinary human being. Went back to school to fetch my sis and Zhini, she's staying over at my house to play with my sis. Dropped Hun Chee and Sze Hui home, and now I'm here spending some time blogging to record a happy day of mine. I'm still smelly and sticky and dirty after whole day sweating, I'm still sweating anyway. So yuckksss right...the 2 girls lah...using the toilet for so long. Lastly, I need to thank and give all glory to God. Have been praying hard for the past few days to bless my band. He has answered my prayers. Thank you Jesus! Now I gotta pray that nothing, no tests, no assignments or whatsoever to be due on the 20th of July 2005. I WANT TO GO TO PENANG!!!
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Profile I'm Melissa Leong Shu Ning. Born on the 15th of February, currently 18. Lives in Subang Jaya. Am doing South Australian Matriculation in Taylor's College. Proud of being who I am. Known as Mel or Ning among my peers. I am: a christian, a chinese, skinny, tanned, quiet, cool, mysterious, girlish, emotional, sensitive, fussy, hardworking and lazy, moody, neat and tidy... I love: God, church, my family, my friends, my classmates, F504, ice-cream, chocolate, autumn, musicals, riverdance, shopping, driving, keeping my room neat and tidy, playing the piano, digging up old stuff, looking at pictures, beauty sleep, dancing, singing, dreaming, freedom, being alone at night, watching tv, online, chatting with friends, great conversations, psychology, romance, love stories, being loved, being cared, being protected, listening to people... I hate: greediness, selfishness, jealousy, bitchy girls, backstabbers, rude people, being left out, exams, feeling down, being moody, it when things don't go according to plan, it when my target is not achieved, it when my sutffs go missing, it when people simply take my things... I wish to: have more blessings from God, be the top student, make a difference in the world, impact other people, be forever young, be a successful in the future, have a loving husband, have 4 kids, be the youngest, reach the stars, have my very own car, turn back time, be smarter, be a better sister...(human is never satisfied). "Good work is seldom an accident, it's done by people who care." "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realise my friends are my energy." F-V-ZERO-IV: li-ying. shu ning. sze hui. swee wen. seak lee. xin yi. kim yoong. jermaine. keng zhi. hun chee I'm feeling... |